What is a Fearful Avoidant Attachment Style?

Attachment Styles & The Fearful Avoidant Attachment Style

In early childhood, your interactions and experiences with family and friends and the perceptions you create about yourself form your attachment style.

Your attachment style is like a rule book that dictates how you connect and behave with others, understand love and form relationships, and perceive yourself and the world in adulthood.

It underpins your subconscious patterns, behaviors, beliefs, and habits.

It stems from how your parents (or caregivers) raised you. They were responsible for your emotional (loving and caring), primary (food and shelter), and physical (support and affection) needs growing up.

If your parents were supportive, attuned, and transparent about your relationship and met your needs, you would develop a “secure attachment style.”

However, if you perceived that your needs were not being met – unintentionally or not – you would develop an “insecure attachment style”.

The disorganized/fearful-avoidant is an insecure attachment style, as the person carries their childhood fears into adulthood. You might feel the same level of anxiety and insecurity as a child in adulthood.

It impacts your ability to create intimate connections in adult relationships, affects your self-image, and makes it challenging to regulate or express your emotions.

However, the irony is that, as a fearful avoidant, you want closeness in relationships, desiring to be loved, trusted, and valued.

Understanding the fearful avoidant attachment style on a deeper level can help you overcome your barriers and embrace your hopes and dreams.

What Causes Fearful Avoidant Attachment?

Fearful avoidants develop their attachment style from childhood chaos, instability, trauma, and/or abuse. As a child, you expect your parents or caregivers to provide you with love and support.

However, if the relationship is unpredictable, threatening, or neglectful, this creates an environment where you crave emotional closeness while also planting the seeds of pain and betrayal when making connections. It leads you to repress your emotions and develop polarizing feelings and even addictive behaviors.

This attachment style can also form outside the safety of a loving and secure household. Turbulent and traumatizing early relationships and experiences can lead to children become a fearful avoidant.

This sets the foundation for you to develop a fearful avoidant attachment style that sticks with you in adulthood with the core belief that you desire a relationship but are also afraid of one as you consider it painful.

Signs of the Fearful Avoidant Attachment

As an adult with a fearful avoidant style, you might display unpredictable behaviors, all subconsciously rooted defense mechanisms.

Due to your fears of intimacy and linking it to your childhood, you might feel terrified of being hurt in relationships but also desire that closeness. That’s where the conflict comes in.

Fearful avoidants are known for having an innate desire for depth of emotional connection, are passionate and intense, highly empathetic, and are giving by nature.

On the flip side, they have low self-esteem, have difficulty trusting others by viewing them negatively, and have a strong sense of fear of betrayal while believing they must earn love.

As a fearful avoidant, this imbalance is causing you tremendous internal conflict.

Fearful Avoidant in Relationships

The uncertainty a fearful avoidant thinks and feels about relationships, love, and self-worth creates an emotional storm in their relationships.

This means that as a fearful avoidant, you might project your turmoil to your partner, experiencing or acting on feelings of resentment, frustration, and repressed pain.

In these moments, you might withdraw or stonewall, criticize or act with spite, or indulge in creature comforts, and in extremist cases, lead you to “self-sabotage” the relationship.

However, in a healthy relationship, you “show up” in many ways, including being incredibly passionate, empathetic, and attuned to others’ needs by showing generosity while remaining independent.

Understanding a fearful avoidant’s traits, desires, and actions is crucial for building a strong relationship.

• Can withdraw or stonewall partners
• Act with spite or criticism
• Fight, flight, freeze, or fawn
• Indulge in an excess of creature comforts
• Remain strong and independent
• Strive with highly transparent communication
• Welcome trust when positively reinforced
• Desire deep connection
• Comfortable expressing their feelings
• Embrace vulnerability when safe

Fearful Avoidant Triggers

Fearful avoidants love to have a strong connection with people but have intimate fears about doing so. These barriers and deep fears prevent you from committing to someone, whether platonic, familial, or romantic.

You fear being trapped, misunderstood, or helpless while in a relationship. You don’t want to be stuck in a miserable relationship, rely on someone else and get hurt, or lose yourself when in a partnership. You think you might suffer when you’re close to someone.

Ultimately, your barriers are all based on their fears of betrayal, being unsafe, and being unworthy of love (or not being good enough).

Overcoming these fears will help you open up to a healthy and loving relationship.

What Do Fearful Avoidants Want?

As you have a fear of betrayal, unsurprisingly, you value transparency and clarity in your relationships. You want to safely trust your partners and have them trust you in return.

As for a romantic relationship, you want emotional depth and passion and to feel seen and understood by your partner. There is a belief that you can grow to become happy, so you desire a partner to grow with you.

However, as much as fearful avoidants love connections, there must be a healthy balance of closeness and space. Independence and freedom (whether in platonic, familial, or romantic relationships) are important to not "losing yourself". You expect partners, friends, and family to understand that.

By consistently identifying, communicating, and meeting these needs – personally and by others – any relationship can be nurtured and grow over time.

• Value transparency and honesty
• Want a happy, healthy relationship
• Growth-mindset relationships
• Feel prioritized by a partner
• Intimacy with their partner
• Emotional depth and closeness in a relationship

• Want to feel safe with their partners
• Be respected when it comes to independence and freedom
• Desire a healthy relationship where they feel valued and aren't doing all the heavy lifting
• Stop relationship ups and downs

How to Heal Fearful Avoidant Attachment

Your fearful/disorganized avoidant attachment style is the foundation of why you act the way you do, what fears prevent you from prospering in life and love, and what you deeply desire.

The question that everyone asks at this point in their journey is, “Can I heal or treat my fearful avoidant attachment style?”

The answer is yes.

The idea that attachment style is permanent has been debunked. You can absolutely learn how to rewire your subconscious attachment style patterns, behaviors, beliefs, and habits.

Here’s how you can do it:

1. Learn to set healthy boundaries
Understand your boundaries, and learn to express them – and the consequences when they're violated – in a safe manner so that you can create authentic relationships.

2. Understand your needs and how to ask for them
Expressing your personal and relationship needs is essential to building strong and life-long connections with anyone. I'll guide you to unearth your needs with specific exercises.

3. Practice responding to conflict rather than reacting
Learn to pause, and respond thoughtfully and intentionally to conflicts rather than reacting with intense emotions, helping you embrace more positive outcomes.

4. Develop self-compassion and accept all parts of yourself
Self-loathing and low self-esteem can damage relationships with others and yourself. Learn how to love yourself so you have the confidence to achieve your goals.

5. Process your emotions instead of repressing them
Repressing emotions is a harmful coping mechanism that makes you act irrationally. Learn to process emotions so you can respond in a healthy manner.

6. Maintain a sense of self to become happier
Develop a strong sense of self, helping you make better, healthier, and happier choices in your life.

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